Dear _________,

Ready to leave this house!!!!!!

What the fuck is wrong with me? I want a sign or something that says: “Meredith, this is the problem with yourself. Go fix it.” Did I miss something while growing up? No one sees me for me. 

They only see my for my body and nothing else. I’m so mad at myself because I let this happen over and over again. The time I actually like a guy he doesn’t even like me. And, I can take rejection but how much rejection can I take before I crack?

It’s a cycle and I cannot break it. Where is my prince charming? Oh, wait. There is no fucking prince charming and he’s not fucking coming for me. No one is coming for me. I’m stuck in the tower….waiting….what seems like forever